My LoveI have missed you.You were the only thing that kept me saneAnd allowed me to express my true selfWithout fear of judgment by ignorance.You are the only one who I can talk toAbout my problemsMy joys,My fears,And my insecurities.You are willing to listen to all that;Letting my rant spill onto you.I am happy we are together again,I know I will need your help now more than ever.I want to change who I am for the better,So I can love myselfSo I can love others.
Last ChanceI love you,More than you know.But your love for me,Is only a show.I’ll never understand,What keeps me coming back.Though you’re good with words,You’re completely void of tact.It must mean something,That I still want you.No matter what happens,No matter what you do.I think about you constantly,I dream of you at night.I’m ashamed of the images,My mind conjures even in the light.I’ve never said the words,But you should know how I feel.Do I actually need to say it,For you to know it’s real?Do you love me?As I do you?Are we both just too stubborn,To say what is true?I guess it&rsquo
DeterminationMadness in scheduleStill if it kills me, I willMake it through this year
Kachi見えぬ物常に見落とす気付いたら持つその価値は一番高いMienu monoTsune ni miotosuKidzuitaraMotsu sono kachi waIchiban takaiThings we can't seeWe constantly overlookWhen we noticeThe value they holdIs the highest
Last PagesIn my manuscript where I wrote my pieces,Its final pages to my pen releases.With lies about love it is full,Reading it sometimes gets dull. Her name all over the pages is scattered,I remember the time when my heart it flattered,Now I look at it and burn from despair,I am hopeless, I am not treated fair. In times of darkness she shed light,But now again I am struck by the night.What means to smile I forgot,By a bullet called reality I was shot.
Lies my skin told meI'm tired of biting bullets-taste buds full of leadI'm heart beats away from truthsthat well placed lies hidPennies for shock value- let me hear thoughts Kind tones and bitter wordsplease before I turn to dustYou drowned your humanityin a thousand worldshoping for permeability hoping for more thensolid skinYou fabricated memoriesgave my dreams realityknowing I want to give inYou were always dead at heartblue finger tips touching virgin skin- tracing words like trustHow was I to knowlove could be asequally strong as lust?
SorrowRain falls down windowsLike tears falling down my cheek,Our sorrow combined
VenusShe is Venusonly perfection enters her templesweetest of eden's delights cannot tempt her to allow my companyadmire from seemingly worlds awayI will never know herdreaming about sinful actsmy mind is infested with the foulest thoughts of fleshtemptation has taken my consious to it's endthe demon sings the tune to meto the planet of Venus I would arriveshe remains no morea empty vesselshe never existedVenus is lies.
She's Already LeftI'm doneit hurts and I don't carethey tell me I have no depthbut they don't understandI'm the little girl who watched the windows breakshattering bones and glassI'm the one who watched as they took her away and I could hear screaming,red and blue lights echoing through my eyesThe one with lonely nights spent breathingmy head waiting for my heart but nothing's clickingI can't move forwardI can't go on when my feet are stuck to the floorglue made of sweet blood has me reelingit's on me my hands are drenched in someone else's painShe doesn't rememberall those times when I needed herI can't hold on to something that's not the
Strange FriendshipNever my soul you befriended,Because you always me offended,Though I kept and keep our friendship secure,This is an illness for which I cannot find a cure. Many mistakes I made, many troubles I got in to,My dear friend, it was all for you.I took the blame for your deeds,I had done everything to meet your needs. In times when I covered you I almost got busted,Good thing that my words everyone trusted.I have never heard a “thank you” in return,But know that against you I will not turn. Though my heart was not meant for you,In my mind for no reason I loved you.It will be a secret that I’ll forever keep,Through these moments of my life I am going to leap. You are a girl with a future that is lost,I look at you and see that you are a ghost.You had your chances, now they are gone.Saving you is my mission and alas, it is undone!
Love for You (Me)You're an open bookbut often peopleripout your pagesThey take for granted thehonest paragraphsthat make you novelUnique in bindingtired of hidingThe more people checkyou out without gettingpast that first chapterthe more faded andfragile your layers becomeBut you won't changethe contentYou can't reprintthose inked on sentencesin your veinsthat make youyouThe novel that you areisBeautifulUniqueIntriguingandwonderfullyYou
Love is UnexpectedWhen you diedI realizedI took you for granted When you livedI told myself and youI loved youWhen you diedI know nowI really do love youWhy must people realize loveonly when the unexpected happens?
Insomnia Through the darkened skies,light shall flood the plains of sleep. The sun has risen. Daylight beckons them,coaxes dreamers form the deep. Back to life's prison.Morning's bright disguise,holds evil within its keep. False reality. Conscious, they condemntheir minds to be led like sheep. Night's mortality.Copyright © 2013 LYNETTE EMERY. All rights reserved.
His second chance...I'm giving him,a second chance.even if he did hurt me,he's getting a second chancebut right nowwe're just friends,leading on to more though.And I knew,that if he came to mewanting a second chanceI'd give him as manyas he needsuntil he gets it right...